LOVE

Now Malaysia wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Sad la .

~For You~
You are the one who says kien been has changed. KienBeen is the one who share everything to u. Kien Been is sad right now. I don know why u would say that i will accept if she request. But just now i heard from someone about you. If someone cry for kienbeen, i guess kien been will be bit of happy coz someone is care bout him and lot of sadness coz i make the one cry. Still not the time yet la, kien been can 'fang shou' . I think u can do it also a . Don't because of this make u far away from God. You are incredible.
~For Everyone~
Tears will fall down because of my friends keep facing the same problem. I dare not to take the challenge a . If you are not ready yet , please do not take the challenge. Nobody is perfect , He is nobody.

YeaH BaBY

Harlo harlo. Kien Been says again
Just now went to night market . Brother told me something that i never think about it . Yuan lai i am dislike when i was addicted in someone. But now i really leave it liao lo . Leave it away baby. No more record days liao lo .... Seriously no more . no more . no more . no more. Kien Been , You are not alone... haha .. God bless ^^

Overcome

What i want is just Truth. Cannot handle also need to handle it, better than being a Sozai moving around. Already 4days liao , i guess this is my biggest challenge. Jealous like decrease liao ...^^ If this is what You plan for me. Lord , you prepare us , please. Thx God. Love You

What are You doing ?

KienBeen

-On the 3rd of October , he has stepped out. I am quite happy. Not only me , I am sure YeQi , WeiLin , PuiSan , Robin , Phua , Foong Peng and some more else. We are happy , just because he is willing to change his view on his birthday. I believe that after that day , God has open the bright road for him.

-School reopen liao o , may be this is a new begin for me. Yesterday i heard someone said when a person know the truth , he either choose to escape it or face it . For me , i will choose FACE it , but the thing is i need ppl tell me the truth.


GOD , please assign someone to me and plan for my future . No one can do it except YOU

Say hI .... HeHE

Wow wOw woW... Sudah laMa tak update di sini liao .. ><
My Bm improve liao wor... heHe...
tIme past very fast o ... Now adi July lo.. Buddy around me , man man away liao lo. Like 1 of my friends going to US for continue study. She is so nice la , but very emotional lo. Her mind set in 18th century where did not has internet. Noob la her ... Think so much ... ^^
But then seriously, time past extremely fast o. So fast i am going to finish my 18 years old , but some1 even faster than me ... haha... Week 7 liao lo ... This week i have a mid term test. not Yet prepare leh ... T.T .
R u doing great things in ur liFe ?? I am doing it only ...
Seriously la , there are something we really cant to do it, but He can do it. ^^
Depend on Him ba .... Take care la every1...
U r my great buddy. Wont forget u la ... i want souvenir from US ... hehe

Why ?

Through this photo what can you see?
This is 2nd of May , many cars on the road ... =.=
Nowadays , we always think a efficient way to earn more money. These people choose to work harder. Since the world is so busy recently , but why still lot of people in the darkness ?? No matter how hard they work , they will reserve some time for lottery , cigarette , wine and etc . Why don't they calculate how much did they spend on such thing ?? My parents start to buy lottery since i born , or even earlier . Until now , they only kena 2times ... What is the points guys ?? Lottery , cigarette , wine ... Why they would use money to hurt their health ?? Guys , i am here to please u all , do save your health. God create us not to ask us to hurt our own. What is our vision then ? Our vision is give you to have a better life which is knowing The Almighty God . ^^

The Lost II

Alone ??

NO NO NO .... i don't know beautify my word.
I just want to share with you all, especially YOU, I want to tell you that you are no longer solo in a war game. I will always support you, if i left 1 bullet in my hand, i will use the bullet to safe you 1st. I will share my bullet with you... Don't worry , no matter the war is lose or win. You are not alone d ... You still got me and all of your members. There is no rambo in a team. What we need is teamwork. No matter what challenge you facing , just take it together. I share with you my bullet- bullet of Confident ! Gambateh ^^

Walao Eh~~

Yesterday i only realized that next year is my Year 1 final exam jor ... It is so fast ... This time i cant fail anymore jor... For anyone , i cant fail jor...
This morning , when i sms someone . Someone told me that she purposely wake up to study . Although i am walking in the school , i sense that the game has begun ... This game , we gonna win it ... Gambateh ya ~~ Support you , I will start too ... ^^ God is with us ..

Wow... Today i have checked something ~~ Then only i realised i am drinking somebody blood ... haiz ... study hard o ~~ If not it will be wasted ~~ For God , for them , for anyone ... 'Seng Mok' oh~~ If not , u gonna disqualified then .... ';...;'

Friends... U know what ? I am happy boy

Friends... You will never know how i feel...
Yesterday , there was the last day for Pastor Jay Koopman preached in FgaCyc. I have invited my brother- KuannTing , Criss , Boon Keat, Daniel , Aaron ... I was very scare that they will keep say me this and say me that.
But , God is great . When they entered main sanctuary , u know what they said ? They said , Wow cool man ... it is really like concert , coming church like enter free concert and clubbing ... I really happy . This is cool .. The hottest Chinese Youth Church in KL is FGACYC.
When Jay Koopman give the call that who wanna give response to Jesus ... All of them give the Response to God ... I don know why , i suddenly cry out .. hehe.. I really happy a ... I would like to praise God with This and with you... Thx ... H10 and H13 , You are Great Group.
I wanna share that it is not great of the persuading of God , and it is how God's work done in KL ... Halellujah... I love you

Hahaha~~

It is such a long time ago , i have stopped to write blog jor. Back suddenly feel come back , then i write abit la .. Hehe... Actually , i don know wat should i write ... Just want to write nia ... hehe... Guys, appreciate wat u having now. Finally , can build back ... i really scare lose again... I really scared the i will lose again leh... T.T ... Anywhere , i hope 'that' will happen to me la ... hahaha.... Wait and seek ... wakakax

Car Key

After cg , i received victor's msg ... Msg was about he wants to date with me at 11.30... i was so
hurry , coz already 10.30pm liao... Because of this , i don let some1 play guitar but still let her play driving lo... Then we went to have supper , walao ... Because of don let me go date with victor , Miss Kee and Miss Teng , they trying to hide the godfrey's car key ... Geramnya , i have already let them kept liao d , but they said din have ... After all , they found it in my bag .... WALAO ! They put it in my bag when i order 烧鱼... Sad a ... treat them eat , also want 'tuduh' me .... T.T

I AM SO INNOCENT LO .... T.T
But i still can get in time la .. hehe

My parents

Just now , i went parkson for having lunch in McDonald with my mum... When i was sitting face to face to my mum... Suddenly something flow to my brain, and make me feel that my mum is old liao ... She alone bare the burden of my family for about 6years already . She is tired enough~ As well as my dad , he is tired also ... They are working so work for us... Unfortunately, i don know what is the 'housemate' thinking... Haiz
I love u all , My parent

Learning

Just now about 3.30pm , i went to fetch student ... After that i sun bian went to see someone learn car... I saw the car when i was in the head of the junction ,then i park a side and see how it was going ... May be she was nervous which was resulted 'enjin mati' ... Overall she was very pro, very steady ... I noticed she have hair cut jor , is it ? Gambateh la ... You are still learning ... Man man lai ... Support you all the time , you may find me when you need help... ^^

yeah ... going to Kampar soon ... 1 hour left

i wish i can sleep well a... wake up so early ... haiz...
i regret that i back KL so early , i thought that i will be more happy when staying in KL , unfortunately that is wrong . I dont even can stop thinking of u ... What should do later ?? Happy to face or what ? Gonna c u soon , but ... I am just a normal human being ... Everyone knows that I Love You , but how ? So what ? Doesn't mean that you are belong to me ? Life acts like a series of movie ... We are just a chracter that GOD in this movie... What is the ending ? I don know ... I know that i still got nothing success ... Why ? why? why !? Why i need to walk such narrow way ?? Yes, I know that i have promised with You , but i have been walking 19 years ... When can i walk to a highway ?? Please la ... At least let me see there is a hope for me ... I am now just walking around in a Night Forest which is dark and silence ... I cant listen anything . Valentine Day ?? Haiz .. i really wish that i can walk with you ... but who will u choose ? What is ur prayer ? Kienbeen really heartless liao .... This Chinese New Year , i totally no feel ... No more feel like i was young ... No more playing ... All relative go bai nian , and i just sitting alone at Hometown... Why ar ? Why ? why ?why ? What can i do now ?? Anyone ? Harlooooo ....
I Love you a .... @.@
Good Luck la kienbeen
Pray hard la
DOn think so much la ... Haiz..

柯建民，你醒了吗？

my mind just full of 'where , when , what , why , which, how ' ... When i awoke , automatically 那件事will flow into my mind ... i don even can sleep well ... haiz ... but i choose to pray and chat with YOU , so that u can lead me ... kienbeen totally blank liao a ... All order to me will just gone suddenly which resulted scold by parents ... T.T
Where r YOU ?
When is the time ?
What can i do ?
Why this happen to me?
Which one would u choose ?
How to stack with u ?

PRAY

fong shao ??

can meh ?? i don know leh ... i really don know wat shud i do... 'Spy' pls tell me la ... It is not so easy leh... ask me why ? more than 3 years leh ... so easy ? i know have to pray and look for the way that GOD give me ... I did .... I really praying for her as well as my future la , of coz ... Haiz ... I am praying hard liao la .... 2009 is a different year for me ... i am sure that ... Thx GOD that giving me such a good challenge ?? am i going overcome it ? PRAY

林峰 - 爱不疚 曲:郑智伟 词:张美贤

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱 猜到没有

愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你 开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够

假使讲了 你听到後或会走

这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有

成全 衷心祝福然後就放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由

放手 其实我绝非爱得不够

放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友

已经 已经足够

遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够

即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手

这种恋爱太罕有 不需真正拥有

成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手

放手 放开所有 彼此更自由

放手 其实我绝非爱得不够

放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友

已经 已经足够

放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头

放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有

也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透

放手 至可拥有

19 Jalan Perisa(don't be influenced)

this is wat i saw when i am doing nothing and missing ... I tried to refresh my memory ... I went back to my primary school this morning- S.J.K (C) YOKE NAM
Look at these primary student , i refreshed back to my young time... I was in this school also - 1c,2c,3e,4e,5e,6e ... This school full with my memory ... Look at these students was so pure and blank ... They do not know what is world doing, what is relationship , what is family , what is friendship... Haiz ... T.T ... If the time can return , i would like to be child ... Don know everything , just play and do homework .... Not like now , my family is bad enough . I am not living in a wealth family or even a happy family . When i was young , i wished i could give the best to this family , but that was just a immature mindset ... Neither relationship nor family , can let me be proud ... In this 19 years , i am just live in empty... My life is just blank as a empty box... There is no success in my life ...

7 days left

Lord ... i am just same as normal as other ppl . What i have , i presented to lord ... Lord , there is only 7 days left . Please lord... give me the ability to study and close to you. As i promised with lord , 2009 is a new life for me to close with you. Satan get lost in 7 ways . Lord lead me to your way . Although that is a narrow way , i am still willing to walk with you. I know that there is no other to success unless follow Jesus , YOU . I am now starting my study , pls lord .. give me the ability so that i can be 'salt and light' ... As i walk with You , you will give me more than i expect ... Lord , You know what i want ... Lord , lead me in my study , my family , my relation with someone , my frienship , and my financial ... pls Lord ...
Lead me on ... I love YOu