Haiz...

When the service started , i feel very very empty .... Like no1 with , i cry all the P&W.... There was no1 noticed... Because of something which resulted i felt that ... haiz ... KienBeen was so stupid ... haiz ... Don know how to control his feeling ... GeramNya... Sorry lord .. Lead me pls ...T.T

Reminded me ~~

Today went to celebrate mark's bday ... that place was very nice lo ... xD...Sorry . i really sorry to My dear Jesus ... Just now when mark tells me , his bday only received 1 present ... I was asking myself ... Do i have any present ?? When he told me that he is happy no ppl will ring his door bell, i was thinking i don even expect any1 will ring my door bell.... Sigh ... But anywhere thx Mark...On the way i brought him home , he told me about CYC .... i found out that i really not very know about CYC members ... haiz ... Not even close with them , u expect present and door bell ring ?? Kien Been quite stupid !!! thinking of negative .... hehe ... i hav to hav more strength to overcome it !!! Thx Jesus for remind

Geram a....

today don know why .. i very angry a ... but no1 knows. all time arranged 6pm start the time .... but from 6pm i wait will 8 pm .. wasai ... angry dou ..
some more if i din call, i never know there is a traffic jam .. wasai .... Sorry Lord ... I really sad today ... No red bean water to drink ... xD

Wow... Finally can on9 .. Went Donate blood today .. xD

Sigh.. sad liao ... some1 keeps say only reserved red bean water to 'other' ppl only .. Got no choice lo ... haiz ... Sad till go donate blood . T.T .. Second time lo .... After donate blood feel so nice , although i am sick now .. hehe... i guess that she got abit angry me liao ... until now no reply me .. T.T.... Cross Over coming soon lo ... still no friends wanna join with me ... T.T .. By faith , something will happen on saturday ... YEAH ! Later got to go cg lo ... bye guys ...

wOw... very tired

Yesterday , i 3am only slept then 8am my friend call me up .It is because that we had to go for workshop... finally i have done m workshop .... hehe ... haiz... very tired a .... class end at 3.00pm then went to ivy house to do assignment. Then wei lin finished his class at 4pm ... Then we went to WangsaMaju. Wait Ah Teng for 30 mins a ... Then we went to sg wang .. walk around and buy present for yi jing just give her a surprise ?? hehe.. until 9.30pm only back GK .... i wanna sleep a ... But cannot ! 2moro exam and i got no preparation... T.T and @.@

i should be very happy , but i got no mood actually

This was the 1st time i join such event leh. Invited by leng lui yeqi , but actually she just wants hit her target only, doesnt has other purpose. >.< On the afternoon , i went Yiping house to fetch her because she went there and make up .Then i fetch princess , by the way she said she is not leng . For me , liu ye qi hao liang .Although she was not prom queen or anything in the sbs night , she is already prom queen liao . ^^
Lets have a look of 3 leng luis Leng Lui YeQi , YiPing and AhTeng

My life from form 3 till now

When i was form 3 , my life was blind with games and pornography but i act like innocent when ppl ask, that is a bad attitude . I dare to speak out because i have overcome it . No overcome to be not innocent. That is i stop to watch it ! It was hard ,u know ? Whenever u were addicted in something , u cant control it . It is just like smoking , u cant stop it !

I have overcome it , it just because that when end of form 3 , i attended a event - ' superstar' . I got to know junfai and zhi fai at that time ! 'Superstar' was just like a concert , got dance and singing contest as well as drama. When dance performance , guess who i saw ?? I saw a girl which was same tuition as me. Hehe... She attracted me maybe ... Then i only noticed that was a Church event ... From that day , God has a plan on my life already  . When 15th Sept 2006 , junfai again me to XH bday party by using some tricky to invite me , xD... but stilll hav to thanks junfai to invite me , if not i will not know this true GOD , and get closer with my buddy Melvin , chin fong , jun fai , Zoe,huier,sze wen , yi ping , xinhui and YeQi... Then we man man knowing each other ... Thanks GOD ... I really appreciate our happy time.... Then i went to 'someone' house for christmas party ... 2nd time i join them ... 

All of them , i guess u guys know liao ... Very happy o... Then i keep continue join them when cg-South or cyc service ... But there was some ppl leave cyc liao o ... T.T ... 

When that time i was just blur blur come to church . There must be a reason for everyone to come church. When that time , what is my AIM ?? That is only a girl ...By the way , during 2007- early of 2008, i have used many reason to reject the invitition to church. If ur aim , wrong u will not commit in Church ... i can tell u this ... I used to be .

But once i open my heart , Face to GOD , I found that GOD loves me , not only me ... U guys also .. Amen ? But i am not God , i got weakness also ... In the jesus name , i try to man man cover it and over come it ... I am now better than before .. hehe ... 

Do you know that everyone got their sad background include me . I also got unhappy , when i was form 1 or 2 , my dad used to beat me in front of PUBLIC !!! I was very sad , whenever i was alone i will cry and think whether i am their child or not ! Luckily , i know my dear Lord , Jesus ... I have chosen this way to follow him.., But i don know why , my dad not allow me to commit . I know that is Satan's work ... In Jesus name , Satan have to leave from my house!!!

I am happy that i got fellow buddy to support me whom in SOUTH cg ... hehe .... After i enter SOUTH for few months then it become Heart 2 liao o ... yeah yeah ... our cg mutiply liao ...

all members u also know liao lo .. Heart 2

happy leh... having such friends in cyc .. Because of them , i know GOD more and more ... Until now we got many many Heart cg liao , i am now in heart 10 ... Between the time , there are fruitful and multiply in one Heart zone as well as CYC

Lets have a look my life ... I tell u , i am getting more and more happy after i know JESUS

This is my 1st camp ... Hehe

they went PD , but i din join .. T.T

Mooncake festival night... No she and he ... guess who r they ?

The 1st time i went Peaceheaven

We have a Zone trip on end of 2007... Heart 2 

We took photo inside the hotel

guess who r they ??

guess wat r they doing ??

leng zai , leng lui leh , kai wan siao .... 2nd time peace heaven ... ^^

after i join cyc , then only i got these joys... Someone 'absorbing water'

kai wan siao .. my new buddy .. ^^

Worth to join FGA CYC ... YEAH YEAH 

OMG

haiz... I really faith thAT i got few friends will go to the friendship party night !!! 100% faith a... but , left 1 only a ... haiz T.T... i will never give up , till something really happen ... Even today heart 10 , and heart 13 break through new challenge .... we went to school bus stop and spread the leaflet of friendship night... it was very hurt that seeing ppl throwing it , now i realise that how others feel . T.T ... then we got prayer meeting at fga setapak ... Then we went to GK to spread leaflet leh .... We have given out about 80 pieces o ... yeah yeah .. hehe

haiz ....

This saturday guitar exam liao ... still cant manage to play well ... wanna bring guitar to setapak ria to practice but then when i ask my dad permission whether can drive there or not ... Then he replied 拿去拿去，不知道你在想什么。。。 I also don know wat my dad is thinking .... look don willing to let ... haiz ... sien ... such a Dog's life ... haiz , haiz , haiz.. HAIZ 

Happy Trip

Quite happy leh... H5, H10, H13 went to taman cahaya which located at shah alam .. wow .. so far o .. Inside there very big oh ... but just  a empty box! But at least we hav fun there with new friends- cbk , jocelyn, jason , and  communicate with regular member ... ^^ we went to the 4 seasons house also ... winter time ... Si BeH cold a .... without sweater or jacket a .. T.T ... we took some photo inside... we go out then .... there is a 'empangan'  which can let me fishing leh ... hehe ... and try to look this emo boy ... 

inside the winter room ... ^^

kai wan siao ... fisherman a 

The eMo boy ... ><

Then we go klang eat bak kut teh ... then happy ending lo .. hehe

Surprised

u know wat ! the only success way is not about how much u hav studied , and it is about how much u paid ... even a PanMee seller can own a banglo ... walaoyeh ... wonderful a ... By faith , i can hav it also ... xD

Learnt nothing

22nd of nov will be my guitar exam liao ... my song still cant prepare well ... sadness la

what should i do a ... T.T ... Today me and wei lin hav practiced for a while only... T.T, Then went to fetch marie , kelly , ryan and leng lui ye qi ... Omg , marie has dyed her hair ... really look like aunty .. xD hehe... Then we went to prayer meeting , although there were little ppl ,but holt spirit is still with us all the time .... then we went appolo makan... The wan tan mee was bad ... blek ... hehe... after that we went L3 hav rest , i captured some ugly photo ... xD hehe

EeeEE ... today is my 1st day to my blog

Hehe.... I am still learning how to write a good blog. Nowadays my life is look like dog's life, seems i hav a lot of assignment to do , but actually i did ntg ... Haiz... I know that My Dear Lord will lead me to his way.... although there will no ppl look into my blog . But still this would be the place for me to release my feelings ... ngek ngek ngek ... I saw my bro's blog today .. hehe ... don even write bout me .. sad sad ... hehe ....kinda sleepy liao o ... Good Night my frens