Mr.bEEn

Quote From Movie~

2011-02-17T19:12:00.000-08:00

友达之上。。。恋人未满

吸。。。呼。。。

2011-02-16T18:11:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning , i have already gone to market to assist my mum open stall. It was a great morning and fresh oxygen was around. While i looked up the sky , i should sleep on a beach and to enjoy the sky view. It was once in the blue moon , i have seen so many stars in the sky . Such a great morning and great breathing . By the way , VICTORY LOVES PREPARATION . Is time for me to prepare .. ^^ Great days everyone ... May God Bless all of u

无行中的压力

2010-10-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

无忧无虑的生活已经过去，现在的我已不再一样。每一分钱我说用的都在割我妈妈的肉，和损坏着我妈的健康。很多东西我都不会再做。。。

LiFe

2010-10-14T14:30:00.000-07:00

While everyone is sleeping right now , i know You are not going to sleep at every moment ... Because you are trying to protect me and let me have a 'handsome' sleep ... ><
This is the 1st time i woke up so early in the morning , just to blogging ! Which meant KienBeen really meet a problem ! OMG ! This is what our life going on. 有口难言，有脑难想。。。Every moment , my friends warn each other to 用脑！！！
Though many of you was wondering what will kien been be , if he 'grow up' .. It just they are looking at a funny kienbeen and always talk nonsense ! I have no choice ! i cant show ppl my weak except You ! This is the moment to drop my tears . God pls lead me in my Life .. i need you ! Because i know You are the way , the truth and the life ! John 14:6... Been

Hmmm...

2010-08-31T12:11:00.000-07:00

KienBeen a KienBeen ... Hold on it ~ Finishing soon .... T.T

Mouth yes ,Heart no...

2010-05-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

At the service , when those ppl sharing the testi in the video. I don know how u felt it . My tears was coming out. Haiz... You guys say me , why so bad , bad guy and so on.... But i seriously have done my greatest job .... T.T

This moment , this hour , this minute , this second

2010-03-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

My tears is coming out from my heart ... i feel tired yet i feel hurt also ... I don know why ... I did not do the best yet ? or wat ? someone tell me pls... i really hope that i can have a true friend that can keep my things forever... i only need 1 . Kien Been need You , my lord ... If there is a time frame , i hope that is just million years ... Kien Been awake d .... someone please slap him ..

Haiz!

2010-02-07T10:33:00.000-08:00

Haiz ... Haiz... Haiz... I got the feeling~

Sorry...

2010-01-21T09:35:00.000-08:00

I felt that my time was too packed. But i realised that my time only fill with study only. 放下，能让我走更长远的路。Recently , people keep remind me same thing . Add oil Kien Been. Kien Been really need a friend who can be trust. Ish .... I think only You ~

Thanks God ...

2010-01-17T17:48:00.000-08:00

In every moment , God remind me what i need to do . Happy to view someone's blog. Although i have heard many many one share about need to love their sheep, how many of have seriously done it ? Kien Been may be one of it . But kien been have learnt something on saturday , He is my sherperd , form form4 till now . God guides kienbeen walk in a light path, if not he may fall from a hill liao . Now i realised , have to SACRIFICE something , then only get the double blessing from God. What is sacrifice ? Sacrifice something that u think that is correct in our sight way , but that may be the wrong one ! Now i am happy , coz got YOu and You ... ^^ God is kien been d bst sherperd , thus kien been will also be the Good sherperd for you guys. I say it , i promise it ! If i am wrong , remind me ! Kien been is not perfect . I am just a follower. I follow His way only .. Okay guys ... I love you You you You ....

Apologise...

2010-01-08T19:11:00.000-08:00

Sigh. A friendship is easy to build , but it may easy to build also . Did something wrongly , and it may result you cant fall asleep the whole night and thinking the solution to solve it. Even when i slept, i also dream that buddy has already forgive you . Long time din't meet this kind of incident liao . And cannot have a solution ... Sigh .... Have already sent a apologise msg , but it seems drop into a deep sea . What else can do ? I think this i need YOUR help ... T.T

Wow.. 1st Post will be The best

2010-01-03T18:45:00.001-08:00

Yummy Yummy... Age grow older, Time keep on moving. Surrounding is changing ... What are you thinking and doing ? We do not know what will happen tomorrow. First Prayer Meeting in 2010 , has reminded me. I am still in college. What i need are Study and Him. Relation and other put a side oh ~~
1st - God
2nd - Study

Doing something to Glorified His Name in 2010 !!! Guys , we work together !!!

LOVE

2009-10-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

Now Malaysia wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love


I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

2009-10-25T13:42:00.000-07:00

Sad la .

2009-10-25T13:25:00.000-07:00

~For You~
You are the one who says kien been has changed. KienBeen is the one who share everything to u. Kien Been is sad right now. I don know why u would say that i will accept if she request. But just now i heard from someone about you. If someone cry for kienbeen, i guess kien been will be bit of happy coz someone is care bout him and lot of sadness coz i make the one cry. Still not the time yet la, kien been can 'fang shou' . I think u can do it also a . Don't because of this make u far away from God. You are incredible.
~For Everyone~
Tears will fall down because of my friends keep facing the same problem. I dare not to take the challenge a . If you are not ready yet , please do not take the challenge. Nobody is perfect , He is nobody.

YeaH BaBY

2009-10-15T09:11:00.000-07:00

Harlo harlo. Kien Been says again
Just now went to night market . Brother told me something that i never think about it . Yuan lai i am dislike when i was addicted in someone. But now i really leave it liao lo . Leave it away baby. No more record days liao lo .... Seriously no more . no more . no more . no more. Kien Been , You are not alone... haha .. God bless ^^

Overcome

2009-10-08T18:46:00.000-07:00

What i want is just Truth. Cannot handle also need to handle it, better than being a Sozai moving around. Already 4days liao , i guess this is my biggest challenge. Jealous like decrease liao ...^^ If this is what You plan for me. Lord , you prepare us , please. Thx God. Love You

What are You doing ?

2009-10-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

KienBeen

-On the 3rd of October , he has stepped out. I am quite happy. Not only me , I am sure YeQi , WeiLin , PuiSan , Robin , Phua , Foong Peng and some more else. We are happy , just because he is willing to change his view on his birthday. I believe that after that day , God has open the bright road for him.

-School reopen liao o , may be this is a new begin for me. Yesterday i heard someone said when a person know the truth , he either choose to escape it or face it . For me , i will choose FACE it , but the thing is i need ppl tell me the truth.

GOD , please assign someone to me and plan for my future . No one can do it except YOU

Say hI .... HeHE

2009-07-05T23:00:00.001-07:00

Wow wOw woW... Sudah laMa tak update di sini liao .. ><
My Bm improve liao wor... heHe...
tIme past very fast o ... Now adi July lo.. Buddy around me , man man away liao lo. Like 1 of my friends going to US for continue study. She is so nice la , but very emotional lo. Her mind set in 18th century where did not has internet. Noob la her ... Think so much ... ^^
But then seriously, time past extremely fast o. So fast i am going to finish my 18 years old , but some1 even faster than me ... haha... Week 7 liao lo ... This week i have a mid term test. not Yet prepare leh ... T.T .
R u doing great things in ur liFe ?? I am doing it only ...
Seriously la , there are something we really cant to do it, but He can do it. ^^
Depend on Him ba .... Take care la every1...
U r my great buddy. Wont forget u la ... i want souvenir from US ... hehe

Why ?

2009-05-02T20:35:00.000-07:00

Through this photo what can you see?
This is 2nd of May , many cars on the road ... =.=
Nowadays , we always think a efficient way to earn more money. These people choose to work harder. Since the world is so busy recently , but why still lot of people in the darkness ?? No matter how hard they work , they will reserve some time for lottery , cigarette , wine and etc . Why don't they calculate how much did they spend on such thing ?? My parents start to buy lottery since i born , or even earlier . Until now , they only kena 2times ... What is the points guys ?? Lottery , cigarette , wine ... Why they would use money to hurt their health ?? Guys , i am here to please u all , do save your health. God create us not to ask us to hurt our own. What is our vision then ? Our vision is give you to have a better life which is knowing The Almighty God . ^^

2009-05-02T20:31:00.000-07:00

The Lost II

Alone ??

2009-04-18T21:17:00.000-07:00

NO NO NO .... i don't know beautify my word.
I just want to share with you all, especially YOU, I want to tell you that you are no longer solo in a war game. I will always support you, if i left 1 bullet in my hand, i will use the bullet to safe you 1st. I will share my bullet with you... Don't worry , no matter the war is lose or win. You are not alone d ... You still got me and all of your members. There is no rambo in a team. What we need is teamwork. No matter what challenge you facing , just take it together. I share with you my bullet- bullet of Confident ! Gambateh ^^

Walao Eh~~

2009-04-13T23:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i only realized that next year is my Year 1 final exam jor ... It is so fast ... This time i cant fail anymore jor... For anyone , i cant fail jor...
This morning , when i sms someone . Someone told me that she purposely wake up to study . Although i am walking in the school , i sense that the game has begun ... This game , we gonna win it ... Gambateh ya ~~ Support you , I will start too ... ^^ God is with us ..

2009-04-12T21:14:00.001-07:00

Wow... Today i have checked something ~~ Then only i realised i am drinking somebody blood ... haiz ... study hard o ~~ If not it will be wasted ~~ For God , for them , for anyone ... 'Seng Mok' oh~~ If not , u gonna disqualified then .... ';...;'

Friends... U know what ? I am happy boy

2009-04-04T21:04:00.000-07:00

Friends... You will never know how i feel...
Yesterday , there was the last day for Pastor Jay Koopman preached in FgaCyc. I have invited my brother- KuannTing , Criss , Boon Keat, Daniel , Aaron ... I was very scare that they will keep say me this and say me that.
But , God is great . When they entered main sanctuary , u know what they said ? They said , Wow cool man ... it is really like concert , coming church like enter free concert and clubbing ... I really happy . This is cool .. The hottest Chinese Youth Church in KL is FGACYC.
When Jay Koopman give the call that who wanna give response to Jesus ... All of them give the Response to God ... I don know why , i suddenly cry out .. hehe.. I really happy a ... I would like to praise God with This and with you... Thx ... H10 and H13 , You are Great Group.
I wanna share that it is not great of the persuading of God , and it is how God's work done in KL ... Halellujah... I love you

Hahaha~~

2009-03-20T03:28:00.001-07:00

It is such a long time ago , i have stopped to write blog jor. Back suddenly feel come back , then i write abit la .. Hehe... Actually , i don know wat should i write ... Just want to write nia ... hehe... Guys, appreciate wat u having now. Finally , can build back ... i really scare lose again... I really scared the i will lose again leh... T.T ... Anywhere , i hope 'that' will happen to me la ... hahaha.... Wait and seek ... wakakax

Car Key

2009-02-27T12:28:00.000-08:00

After cg , i received victor's msg ... Msg was about he wants to date with me at 11.30... i was so
hurry , coz already 10.30pm liao... Because of this , i don let some1 play guitar but still let her play driving lo... Then we went to have supper , walao ... Because of don let me go date with victor , Miss Kee and Miss Teng , they trying to hide the godfrey's car key ... Geramnya , i have already let them kept liao d , but they said din have ... After all , they found it in my bag .... WALAO ! They put it in my bag when i order 烧鱼... Sad a ... treat them eat , also want 'tuduh' me .... T.T

I AM SO INNOCENT LO .... T.T
But i still can get in time la .. hehe

My parents

2009-02-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

Just now , i went parkson for having lunch in McDonald with my mum... When i was sitting face to face to my mum... Suddenly something flow to my brain, and make me feel that my mum is old liao ... She alone bare the burden of my family for about 6years already . She is tired enough~ As well as my dad , he is tired also ... They are working so work for us... Unfortunately, i don know what is the 'housemate' thinking... Haiz
I love u all , My parent

Learning

2009-02-19T00:14:00.000-08:00

Just now about 3.30pm , i went to fetch student ... After that i sun bian went to see someone learn car... I saw the car when i was in the head of the junction ,then i park a side and see how it was going ... May be she was nervous which was resulted 'enjin mati' ... Overall she was very pro, very steady ... I noticed she have hair cut jor , is it ? Gambateh la ... You are still learning ... Man man lai ... Support you all the time , you may find me when you need help... ^^

yeah ... going to Kampar soon ... 1 hour left

2009-01-29T13:31:00.000-08:00

i wish i can sleep well a... wake up so early ... haiz...
i regret that i back KL so early , i thought that i will be more happy when staying in KL , unfortunately that is wrong . I dont even can stop thinking of u ... What should do later ?? Happy to face or what ? Gonna c u soon , but ... I am just a normal human being ... Everyone knows that I Love You , but how ? So what ? Doesn't mean that you are belong to me ? Life acts like a series of movie ... We are just a chracter that GOD in this movie... What is the ending ? I don know ... I know that i still got nothing success ... Why ? why? why !? Why i need to walk such narrow way ?? Yes, I know that i have promised with You , but i have been walking 19 years ... When can i walk to a highway ?? Please la ... At least let me see there is a hope for me ... I am now just walking around in a Night Forest which is dark and silence ... I cant listen anything . Valentine Day ?? Haiz .. i really wish that i can walk with you ... but who will u choose ? What is ur prayer ? Kienbeen really heartless liao .... This Chinese New Year , i totally no feel ... No more feel like i was young ... No more playing ... All relative go bai nian , and i just sitting alone at Hometown... Why ar ? Why ? why ?why ? What can i do now ?? Anyone ? Harlooooo ....
I Love you a .... @.@
Good Luck la kienbeen
Pray hard la
DOn think so much la ... Haiz..

柯建民，你醒了吗？

2009-01-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

my mind just full of 'where , when , what , why , which, how ' ... When i awoke , automatically 那件事will flow into my mind ... i don even can sleep well ... haiz ... but i choose to pray and chat with YOU , so that u can lead me ... kienbeen totally blank liao a ... All order to me will just gone suddenly which resulted scold by parents ... T.T
Where r YOU ?
When is the time ?
What can i do ?
Why this happen to me?
Which one would u choose ?
How to stack with u ?

PRAY

fong shao ??

2009-01-23T09:31:00.000-08:00

can meh ?? i don know leh ... i really don know wat shud i do... 'Spy' pls tell me la ... It is not so easy leh... ask me why ? more than 3 years leh ... so easy ? i know have to pray and look for the way that GOD give me ... I did .... I really praying for her as well as my future la , of coz ... Haiz ... I am praying hard liao la .... 2009 is a different year for me ... i am sure that ... Thx GOD that giving me such a good challenge ?? am i going overcome it ? PRAY

林峰 - 爱不疚曲:郑智伟词:张美贤

2009-01-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有

愉快玩笑後能全然退後你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够

假使讲了你听到後或会走

这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有

成全衷心祝福然後就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由

放手其实我绝非爱得不够

放手豁出所有还有这个好友

已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背後去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够

即使一刹有过冲动挽你手

这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有

成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由

放手其实我绝非爱得不够

放手豁出所有还有这个好友

已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头

放手期望你幸福甚麽都有

也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透

放手至可拥有

19 Jalan Perisa(don't be influenced)

2009-01-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

this is wat i saw when i am doing nothing and missing ... I tried to refresh my memory ... I went back to my primary school this morning- S.J.K (C) YOKE NAM
Look at these primary student , i refreshed back to my young time... I was in this school also - 1c,2c,3e,4e,5e,6e ... This school full with my memory ... Look at these students was so pure and blank ... They do not know what is world doing, what is relationship , what is family , what is friendship... Haiz ... T.T ... If the time can return , i would like to be child ... Don know everything , just play and do homework .... Not like now , my family is bad enough . I am not living in a wealth family or even a happy family . When i was young , i wished i could give the best to this family , but that was just a immature mindset ... Neither relationship nor family , can let me be proud ... In this 19 years , i am just live in empty... My life is just blank as a empty box... There is no success in my life ...

7 days left

2009-01-07T02:55:00.000-08:00

Lord ... i am just same as normal as other ppl . What i have , i presented to lord ... Lord , there is only 7 days left . Please lord... give me the ability to study and close to you. As i promised with lord , 2009 is a new life for me to close with you. Satan get lost in 7 ways . Lord lead me to your way . Although that is a narrow way , i am still willing to walk with you. I know that there is no other to success unless follow Jesus , YOU . I am now starting my study , pls lord .. give me the ability so that i can be 'salt and light' ... As i walk with You , you will give me more than i expect ... Lord , You know what i want ... Lord , lead me in my study , my family , my relation with someone , my frienship , and my financial ... pls Lord ...
Lead me on ... I love YOu

LOVE

2008-12-29T21:49:00.000-08:00

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV

⁴Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

CrOssOver just finished ! WaLaoYeh

2008-12-14T23:30:00.000-08:00

wow .. Fantastic a ... 1st time crossover held on Genting leh ... hehe.. nice leh ... get to know more frens leh ... saving soul at the same time also upgrade myself .. i feel so proud that joined this camp .. Don even feel regret , although i have a midterm after crossover... Hav a look of these photo guys... Photos show my blog , i don know how to write well ... >.<

Heart 10 in caterpillar

During Amazing race taking photo with other family

Fei Long , ham sap cbk , blur blur ming

Gan , Quah , Peng wooi return

taking photo with zombie

3 mins fight with 40% ppl ... haha

wat is the different in this photo... @.@

CrossOver coming soon lo

2008-12-02T07:42:00.000-08:00

Just went to CrossOver prayer meeting ... I was so happy that heart10 got 7 ppl out of 10 ... We planned how to draw flag and preparation and all that ... but when we going to back setapak ... Fong Peng told me that one of her friends cant go liao .. My heart drop jor ... haiz... Have to pray more liao a !!! Ktar group ! Pray for the CrossOver although it is near liao , i believed that there will a extraordinary !!!!

Haiz...

2008-11-29T19:41:00.000-08:00

When the service started , i feel very very empty .... Like no1 with , i cry all the P&W.... There was no1 noticed... Because of something which resulted i felt that ... haiz ... KienBeen was so stupid ... haiz ... Don know how to control his feeling ... GeramNya... Sorry lord .. Lead me pls ...T.T

Reminded me ~~

2008-11-28T10:56:00.000-08:00

Today went to celebrate mark's bday ... that place was very nice lo ... xD...Sorry . i really sorry to My dear Jesus ... Just now when mark tells me , his bday only received 1 present ... I was asking myself ... Do i have any present ?? When he told me that he is happy no ppl will ring his door bell, i was thinking i don even expect any1 will ring my door bell.... Sigh ... But anywhere thx Mark...On the way i brought him home , he told me about CYC .... i found out that i really not very know about CYC members ... haiz ... Not even close with them , u expect present and door bell ring ?? Kien Been quite stupid !!! thinking of negative .... hehe ... i hav to hav more strength to overcome it !!! Thx Jesus for remind

Geram a....

2008-11-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

today don know why .. i very angry a ... but no1 knows. all time arranged 6pm start the time .... but from 6pm i wait will 8 pm .. wasai ... angry dou ..
some more if i din call, i never know there is a traffic jam .. wasai .... Sorry Lord ... I really sad today ... No red bean water to drink ... xD

Wow... Finally can on9 .. Went Donate blood today .. xD

2008-11-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. sad liao ... some1 keeps say only reserved red bean water to 'other' ppl only .. Got no choice lo ... haiz ... Sad till go donate blood . T.T .. Second time lo .... After donate blood feel so nice , although i am sick now .. hehe... i guess that she got abit angry me liao ... until now no reply me .. T.T.... Cross Over coming soon lo ... still no friends wanna join with me ... T.T .. By faith , something will happen on saturday ... YEAH ! Later got to go cg lo ... bye guys ...

wOw... very tired

2008-11-24T07:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday , i 3am only slept then 8am my friend call me up .It is because that we had to go for workshop... finally i have done m workshop .... hehe ... haiz... very tired a .... class end at 3.00pm then went to ivy house to do assignment. Then wei lin finished his class at 4pm ... Then we went to WangsaMaju. Wait Ah Teng for 30 mins a ... Then we went to sg wang .. walk around and buy present for yi jing just give her a surprise ?? hehe.. until 9.30pm only back GK .... i wanna sleep a ... But cannot ! 2moro exam and i got no preparation... T.T and @.@

i should be very happy , but i got no mood actually

2008-11-23T10:11:00.000-08:00

This was the 1st time i join such event leh. Invited by leng lui yeqi , but actually she just wants hit her target only, doesnt has other purpose. >.< On the afternoon , i went Yiping house to fetch her because she went there and make up .Then i fetch princess , by the way she said she is not leng . For me , liu ye qi hao liang .Although she was not prom queen or anything in the sbs night , she is already prom queen liao . ^^
Lets have a look of 3 leng luis Leng Lui YeQi , YiPing and AhTeng

My life from form 3 till now

2008-11-22T07:37:00.000-08:00

When i was form 3 , my life was blind with games and pornography but i act like innocent when ppl ask, that is a bad attitude . I dare to speak out because i have overcome it . No overcome to be not innocent. That is i stop to watch it ! It was hard ,u know ? Whenever u were addicted in something , u cant control it . It is just like smoking , u cant stop it !

I have overcome it , it just because that when end of form 3 , i attended a event - ' superstar' . I got to know junfai and zhi fai at that time ! 'Superstar' was just like a concert , got dance and singing contest as well as drama. When dance performance , guess who i saw ?? I saw a girl which was same tuition as me. Hehe... She attracted me maybe ... Then i only noticed that was a Church event ... From that day , God has a plan on my life already . When 15th Sept 2006 , junfai again me to XH bday party by using some tricky to invite me , xD... but stilll hav to thanks junfai to invite me , if not i will not know this true GOD , and get closer with my buddy Melvin , chin fong , jun fai , Zoe,huier,sze wen , yi ping , xinhui and YeQi... Then we man man knowing each other ... Thanks GOD ... I really appreciate our happy time.... Then i went to 'someone' house for christmas party ... 2nd time i join them ...

All of them , i guess u guys know liao ... Very happy o... Then i keep continue join them when cg-South or cyc service ... But there was some ppl leave cyc liao o ... T.T ...

When that time i was just blur blur come to church . There must be a reason for everyone to come church. When that time , what is my AIM ?? That is only a girl ...By the way , during 2007- early of 2008, i have used many reason to reject the invitition to church. If ur aim , wrong u will not commit in Church ... i can tell u this ... I used to be .

But once i open my heart , Face to GOD , I found that GOD loves me , not only me ... U guys also .. Amen ? But i am not God , i got weakness also ... In the jesus name , i try to man man cover it and over come it ... I am now better than before .. hehe ...

Do you know that everyone got their sad background include me . I also got unhappy , when i was form 1 or 2 , my dad used to beat me in front of PUBLIC !!! I was very sad , whenever i was alone i will cry and think whether i am their child or not ! Luckily , i know my dear Lord , Jesus ... I have chosen this way to follow him.., But i don know why , my dad not allow me to commit . I know that is Satan's work ... In Jesus name , Satan have to leave from my house!!!

I am happy that i got fellow buddy to support me whom in SOUTH cg ... hehe .... After i enter SOUTH for few months then it become Heart 2 liao o ... yeah yeah ... our cg mutiply liao ...

all members u also know liao lo .. Heart 2

happy leh... having such friends in cyc .. Because of them , i know GOD more and more ... Until now we got many many Heart cg liao , i am now in heart 10 ... Between the time , there are fruitful and multiply in one Heart zone as well as CYC

Lets have a look my life ... I tell u , i am getting more and more happy after i know JESUS

This is my 1st camp ... Hehe

they went PD , but i din join .. T.T

Mooncake festival night... No she and he ... guess who r they ?

The 1st time i went Peaceheaven

We have a Zone trip on end of 2007... Heart 2

We took photo inside the hotel

guess who r they ??

guess wat r they doing ??

leng zai , leng lui leh , kai wan siao .... 2nd time peace heaven ... ^^

after i join cyc , then only i got these joys... Someone 'absorbing water'

kai wan siao .. my new buddy .. ^^

Worth to join FGA CYC ... YEAH YEAH

OMG

2008-11-20T09:18:00.000-08:00

haiz... I really faith thAT i got few friends will go to the friendship party night !!! 100% faith a... but , left 1 only a ... haiz T.T... i will never give up , till something really happen ... Even today heart 10 , and heart 13 break through new challenge .... we went to school bus stop and spread the leaflet of friendship night... it was very hurt that seeing ppl throwing it , now i realise that how others feel . T.T ... then we got prayer meeting at fga setapak ... Then we went to GK to spread leaflet leh .... We have given out about 80 pieces o ... yeah yeah .. hehe

haiz ....

2008-11-16T00:51:00.000-08:00

This saturday guitar exam liao ... still cant manage to play well ... wanna bring guitar to setapak ria to practice but then when i ask my dad permission whether can drive there or not ... Then he replied 拿去拿去，不知道你在想什么。。。 I also don know wat my dad is thinking .... look don willing to let ... haiz ... sien ... such a Dog's life ... haiz , haiz , haiz.. HAIZ

Happy Trip

2008-11-16T00:23:00.000-08:00

Quite happy leh... H5, H10, H13 went to taman cahaya which located at shah alam .. wow .. so far o .. Inside there very big oh ... but just a empty box! But at least we hav fun there with new friends- cbk , jocelyn, jason , and communicate with regular member ... ^^ we went to the 4 seasons house also ... winter time ... Si BeH cold a .... without sweater or jacket a .. T.T ... we took some photo inside... we go out then .... there is a 'empangan' which can let me fishing leh ... hehe ... and try to look this emo boy ...

inside the winter room ... ^^

kai wan siao ... fisherman a

The eMo boy ... ><

Then we go klang eat bak kut teh ... then happy ending lo .. hehe

Surprised

2008-11-15T09:14:00.000-08:00

u know wat ! the only success way is not about how much u hav studied , and it is about how much u paid ... even a PanMee seller can own a banglo ... walaoyeh ... wonderful a ... By faith , i can hav it also ... xD

Learnt nothing

2008-11-15T09:05:00.000-08:00

22nd of nov will be my guitar exam liao ... my song still cant prepare well ... sadness la

what should i do a ... T.T ... Today me and wei lin hav practiced for a while only... T.T, Then went to fetch marie , kelly , ryan and leng lui ye qi ... Omg , marie has dyed her hair ... really look like aunty .. xD hehe... Then we went to prayer meeting , although there were little ppl ,but holt spirit is still with us all the time .... then we went appolo makan... The wan tan mee was bad ... blek ... hehe... after that we went L3 hav rest , i captured some ugly photo ... xD hehe

EeeEE ... today is my 1st day to my blog

2008-11-14T09:35:00.000-08:00

Hehe.... I am still learning how to write a good blog. Nowadays my life is look like dog's life, seems i hav a lot of assignment to do , but actually i did ntg ... Haiz... I know that My Dear Lord will lead me to his way.... although there will no ppl look into my blog . But still this would be the place for me to release my feelings ... ngek ngek ngek ... I saw my bro's blog today .. hehe ... don even write bout me .. sad sad ... hehe ....kinda sleepy liao o ... Good Night my frens

Mr.bEEn

Quote From Movie~

吸。。。呼。。。

无行中的压力

LiFe

Hmmm...

Mouth yes ,Heart no...

This moment , this hour , this minute , this second

Haiz!

Sorry...

Thanks God ...

Apologise...

Wow.. 1st Post will be The best

LOVE

Sad la .

YeaH BaBY

Overcome

What are You doing ?

Say hI .... HeHE

Why ?

Alone ??

Walao Eh~~

Friends... U know what ? I am happy boy

Hahaha~~

Car Key

My parents

Learning

yeah ... going to Kampar soon ... 1 hour left

柯建民，你醒了吗？

fong shao ??

林峰 - 爱不疚 曲:郑智伟 词:张美贤

19 Jalan Perisa(don't be influenced)

7 days left

LOVE

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV

CrOssOver just finished ! WaLaoYeh

CrossOver coming soon lo

Haiz...

Reminded me ~~

Geram a....

Wow... Finally can on9 .. Went Donate blood today .. xD

wOw... very tired

i should be very happy , but i got no mood actually

My life from form 3 till now

OMG

haiz ....

Happy Trip

Surprised

Learnt nothing

EeeEE ... today is my 1st day to my blog

林峰 - 爱不疚曲:郑智伟词:张美贤